5.10.06

Last last week, been out of town.
Redeemed the winning voucher which I have won in a lucky draw for the first time in my 22 years of living.
It was a pretty tight and an exciting one. Could have landed up sleeping on the streets.
Nonetheless, enjoyed the trip.

Last week, was worried that I got hooked up with intestinal cancer. Lol. Anyways, far from it.
Finally the car has arrived. I'm not much of a gung-ho but anything to do with cars are our fav spots recently. We will just browse and get nothing in the end.

This week, work was a breeze. Soon, there will be movements in my dept. I pray for the better.
I need to get my hair cut. Really fussing a lot on my hair. I just cant make up my mind.
The hospital gave my mum an batt operated lantern. Its a dragonfly by the way. It sings twinkle twinkle lil stars feebly which pisses salty off.

No matter how much I want to be a better person, friend or lover as to speak, I cant live up to the expectations. My intentions are always denied. They see me as downright frank, quarrelsome, attitude problem etc. Obviously, if i give one attitude, that person surely done something which I find it an eye sore. I'm frank in crude manners. This disgust me totally. I'm a quarrelsome bitch(I was told).
I dunno what I'm trying to get here. The least I want is to shift blames. I guess I'm trying to let out the overwhelming emo in me.
Picking up the pieces and start afresh.

baby, thank you for your ability to soak up my bunkum.
I'm going to make it.


Stones thrown at 10:39 PM



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