5.5.07

I do miss J a whole damn bunch.
She's buried in her books and papers.
I wish I'm the pencil she's holding now.
These many weekends was spent with family.
Felt bad that it has to be this way. Not saying that with J around, it is impossible.
It's just not that frequent.
We often take pp for granted that is why I tend to hesitate to initiate company lest I'll get bad comments.
I try once, twice and stop.

I'm so deprived of shopping. Gawd.
So last week, Big J jio to go walk walk..
I was like bursting to go but I have a dinner with family.
And when she went on saying River Island having final reduction..
OK.
That day was a total rush.
The thing is whenever I shop with her, she fails to grab anything.
Poor chap.

My department is breaking.
I feel so angsty over the whole damn episode.
In the first place, if you don't seek, you won't leave.
Fine, if you were approached that will be another.
Call me stupid for staying. I'm being loyal even I'm doing sai kang.
No companies want me. Go for interviews kena counselling instead.
This company is willing to take me in.
At this point of time, i just feel like gathering available friends to come in. Ha.
First person, J.
Can't imagine working with her lor.

You are the da bomb.
I wanna fall in love with you again.




Stones thrown at 3:00 PM



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