30.10.09

Exam period for me now but am I stressing out? Not exactly. But it's this disease that I'm having fears me a bit. I suspect I have sleeping disorder. I could just sleep my life away lor. It's pretty serious.

Last night, while attempting to read my law notes, I thought of this scene. It pictured 3 of us outside in the wee hours at a food court. That night, we spent the night there. I tell you, the silliest things you would do when you are young. What's the fun of doing this? Ended up with body sores. Do not ask me who initiated it or what made us do that. However, I missed the 3 of us.

I had a buddy. We did everything under the sun together. We had our first gf almost the same time. I guess it's due to a change in her that drifted us apart. It's just not the same anymore. No more chest to chest hugs. Can't be rough etc.

Another buddy. She's always entering and exiting in my life. It takes 2 hands to clap, bro. We will never abandon you and zhe ge jia bu hui shan de if you do your part. If you did not join Jo and rest that day, I wouldn't have found out that I actually miss you.

Leaving the most potential one. Buddy? When we were younger? I do not know if it's me or her but we couldn't be chummy anymore. She just doesn't want to open up to me.

Life is not the end without buddies. I have a platonic relationship with.. I'm really glad that I have you. I lost 3 to gain you? Hahha. How lucky are you, right?

Nevertheless, got a beautiful gf standing by me at all times. This should be the end result that I'm looking for.


Stones thrown at 12:22 PM



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